Almost a year ago, a friend of mine (I referred to her as Dundas in a previous post) just up and stopped any and all forms of communication with me after almost 20 years of friendship.
I have tried my best to accept that this is a choice which she has made and to just move on with my life, but it still hurts. She has been my partner in crime for many adventures and even treated me to a wonderful trip for my 40th birthday which was only 4 months previous to her cutting me out of her life. Over the course of the past year, a lot of big things have happened in my life: in the fall of 2016, after almost 11 years, I finally earned a permanent position within my field and it was in my hometown which I have always wanted to return to. In the spring of 2017, said permanent position was confirmed for the fall of 2017 which helped to put the wheels in motion for the impending move to my hometown. I'm super excited to finally be moving back, along with my husband and our dog, and have found a beautiful townhouse which we will call home.
All of this would normally be huge life-changing things that said friend would be happy to celebrate with me, but instead, she remains silent.
At this point, I'm fairly certain that I couldn't really let her back into my life if she asked because I simply can't go through all of this heartache again. That being said, it would be nice if she would at least come forward to tell me why our friendship is over.
I do believe that I am stuck in a strange, frustrating and disappointing situation.
I will try my best to move on.
I WILL focus on all of the good and positive things in my life :)
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